Last night I was around a group of married people for a while. I felt very alone, I did not think I would feel like that. I wondered where I belonged now. The things they mentioned about kids picking up toys seamed so simple to the issues I was facing yet years ago that was just my concerns. I was consumed by everything looking perfect. Now a days my days are consumed with surviving this fast train I am on. I am not sure where I belong in all of this. I do know that I am very blessed even if I feel very alone.
So even if I don't know where I belong I do know that God is looking after me. To Him I belong He See's how hard it is to sit in a crowd to hear a couple laugh to see a smile as a man hugs his wife. All normal but so far from my life at the moment.
Perhaps I have learnt it is alright to have things not picked up alright to not wash a dish and alright above all to be just me because even in a lonely room I am everything to Christ.
Please have a cup of tea with me today.
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