My Little Women

I never ever thought I was good enough to have children so when I had two amazing daughters I felt I had won the moon and Heavens. Ironically when I was pregnant with my first daughter Little women with Winona Ryder that was the CD that I listened to and loved so much. I was in England my home and my little girl came home to a Winnie the Pooh decorated room I was happy little me, little her. Then came my second daughter six years later miles away from home now in America no one came over Little me and now two little them. Life has a tendency to keep ticking and as time went on I became a single mum. I did want to give up any time with them I choose to keep going no matter what, my little women dancing at night singing to our hearts wanted to cry, laughing at silliness, snowmen were drawn on the floor in the height of summer as flour was scattered. We danced in the rain, collected clothes and food for those in need. Yard sale after yard sale making homeschool our reality. We were survivors when the world said that we would not survive I cheered them on and they cheered me to believe. My Little Women how I wanted time to be captured to stop to freeze, from songs being sung to Christmas decorations hung I wanted them to stay my Little Women. We choose to fight a battle to keep going when odds said not to believe. Why not I said we have nothing to lose and so we fought an often lonely battle. My little Women who gave up often their childhood to believe that we all could succeed. Ironic isn't it as this chapter marches on a new Little Women is now in the theatres I am not pregnant listening to the songs, I am me crying heart wondering what the next chapter holds. My Little Women, all grown up. No singing on a deck, no hair in the bathtub no shouting to vacuum our chapter now ending a new one beginning.

, or singing in the rain. The new chapter calls to be written My Little Women yes My Little women now or grown and me Little me holding onto to those amazing memories. You made me Me girls, you my Little women I am so proud of you. Love you Mama XX