Little steps.

After eighteen plus years I went to see a movie by myself in a church setting. I felt very awkward no children and who was I now. I even asked if this was normal to feel this way. Thank goodness was. I left early thinking I had made at least one step out of this closed life. It is a healing process to move on and a healing I think that only those who have gone through it can help you with or truly understand. I found myself wanting to hide not at all be in the spot light with my British accent infact it was the last thing I wanted. I have so many people ask me where I am from, I almost get fade up with it. I loved the saying in this movie "It's not weather they think we've won it's weather we think we've won" and " you never know how far you have run until you run". How true those sayings are.
As I sat there feeling oh so awkward I thought how far I had truly come. From little Lee who lived on the North Norfolk coast to now. Little steps add up.
So don't discouraged it is one little step at a time that adds up.
Please have a cup of tea with me today.