Life and Time.

They say that with time you heal. I am not sure if I believe that to be true. I use to see a counselor she would say that time does heal to a certain extent but you will always have those memories some will fade others will be triggered off by something. I was married on September 26th 1993, 17 years of my life and on February 18th 2011 my marriage in a court in the States will no longer exist. You plan for months this event and then in a fraction of time it is over. I do not believe in divorce. So as the hands of time tick on and like my British clock shows the guards marching on so does my life. Somethings change us forever like death or divorce or certain things in life. Sometimes they entrap us the hurt of all is just so over bearing our minds cannot process all that pain. These last few weeks I have been sick upon sick. Yet I still believe as the child who use to sit every Birthday wishing for everyone to be happiest and joyous now an adult saying similar words. We are yet mortals living in a world who like a mother going through labor pains you feel those pains every now and again. I tell myself every day there will be better days and I tell you that although life has seasons we must never forget those who's seasons last not days but years and they need such our loving compassion not harsh words but loving arms around them. Like the dog in my neighborhood who is not looked after and cries so is a person going through such trials. With love and compassion that person can smile again.
I encourage you to smile at the simplest of things and to hold on that indeed where ever you are in life to reach out to others. None of us need to ever forget that in a moment in time we too can be the beggar on the street.
Please have a cup of tea with me today.